What I wanted to do is
A little Earlier today we were
(let me roll my cigaret before - please...)
(joke about having forgotten the harmonica - laugh, A : j'allais dire : c'est dommage quand même)
M : the only thing I worry about... I'm looking for cigaret papers
It was a little earlier tonight, we were talking about the question of friend
A : brothers
Yes the "brother" and "friend" question
I was abording the question of calling M and A with me tonight friends
As we're on the same... goal... looking at same things
That time it was the question of the word friend so I did not know. Ami / friend. And so M said the word friend, after M talked about the field and he said that the field he could'nt express, he couldn't pronounce that word "friend" when it came to the field and so it questioned if that was M's art form
M : I'm a fool. J. You must know that I am the personification of the Full
J : I'm the nuts
M : The idiot
J : I'm the nuts. And you are the idiot. And who are you (adressing to A) ?
A : Me ? (yes) The Mat (laugh)
J : So we are all in tarot players now
M : We are all in the same game
J: Like Biggie
M : And it's pretty Middle Ages
(A : laugh)
J : And the unicorn
A : C'est une danse macabre
M : All in the Middle Ages game. Let's go for the music !
J : So... the... M you were talking about the field and the fact that to be with your field you could not use the word friend, that it did not have a sound or a signification that could be "friend", that "connection "friend"" So maybe your art creation, maybe in the art
That will be my expression of the moment that right now we spent together.
And I was filled with the unicorn covering everything around her with the blue of the legend, as Rilke said
I will try now to play inside the blue of the legend of the unicorn of Rilke
From the adressing to the Aowashi, as I said the blue eagle on the blue sky that you cannot see but is living and revealing you this message you have from the eagle of your holy parents of finding the pearl
So we are all looking for the pearl and I saw the pearl recently, it was a beautiful lady
And looking at the pearl I must "what's now" to some music that will express my missing of the pearl
And by missing the pearl I will follow it
to the upper sky where I will meet my reflection on that upside mirror and to the reflecting sky mirror
balanced together with the beauty (beautiful lady) and the beauty
I will now from this state of looking at the reflections try to play some music that's from there
That is very pretentious of myself
All you'll hear is some harmonica lates at night but
Know that it's the same one that was talking to you that's behind the harmonica
We cannot use words and civilisation and friendship, so well so but here is the same one behind the harmonica
Let's see what happens
M : You just said "my existence" (very true - I meant it yes, though I did not use the word), you just said "my existence"
J : Yes, I'll try to be in this continuity
And I'm not sure it will be music
M : the existence
Playing
M : You said it man, you said it, you fucking said it
We're all gonna go home with a bright spirit all emptied up, without the fucking stuff and the empty (shows), empty now, by that little harmonica player
Beautiful, absolutely beautiful
Couldn't ask for more
(wavings down)
Thank you J
J : It's my favor, thank you for that evening my friends
(échanges de mercis)
M : Thank you. You gave me more than I ever gave you, I have to give you something
J : No It's all dust
M : I'm not talking about, talking about physical things
J : ... ythanks.. thank you ... 9 minutes...
M : you went somewhere else...